What I Want to Clear Up
- Empress Cynthia
- Mar 16, 2017
- 3 min read
Sure, on many things I'm extreme on either spectrums (or maybe I'm just really devoted to protecting the good in this world and making it a better place). Look, I don't care if whether or not people think I am an extremist. If you really want to change the world, you got to be extreme enough to.If people was to ask me what is one achievement I am most proud of, that would be influencing positive change in other people's lives and being an inspiration towards them to do good. Even if I worked my ass off to become successful and earn a million dollars per year, that still wouldn't be my favourite achievement because that's just mostly for myself and for approval. How I impact others and overall this world matters more to me. True activists don't do activism work for profit (activism is volunteering anyway) nor for reputation. True activists do activism work because they are angry, disappointed with the injustices or mistreatment they witness and experience in this world, and are madly driven enough to.
I used to be one of the "sweet" passive quiet ones who would often stay silent even towards injustices because of shyness, intimidation, or fear of tension and being judged until I realized it just goes-on-and-on and there are many out there who don't deserve such mistreatments, yeah well, not staying silent anymore. Also, people are always going to judge you no matter what you do, so I just stick with the absolute truth including God-given principles and what's right. Now I choose to fully express my defiance rather than continually internalize my anger and disappointment underneath a protective shield. Internalizing anger is harmful towards our well-being anyway.
I'm strong...at least that's what some people say but if that's truly the case then it's not because I want to be but because I have to be. It's the only way I can continually survive well in this world and to protect others including my female loved ones.
Yeah, I'm fully aware many of them feel threatened by the truth and the oppressed or repressed speaking up but that gives me more incentive to push harder.
Sometimes you got to unleash your noble anger, stir sh** up, expect to get knocked down and bounce right back up in order to make a difference.
Rich greedy corporations including the mass media ruling this world like to divide and mind-con-troll the human population...yeah, not buying it.
Have a few close ones worry for my health and safety for choosing to take action and speak up. Honestly, I'm not afraid of physical death. I have bigger things to be afraid of.
Do I like arguing? NOPE. Do I like debating? NOPE. Do I like being made fun of and mocked even though I'm doing nothing wrong or am doing something right? NOPE Do I like losing friends or creating bad blood? NOPE. Do I like increasing my chances of getting coronary heart disease? NOPE. (Or maybe I do considering how sh*tty humanity is today.) But if I want to make a difference or have my voice heard, I sometimes have no choice but to put myself at risk of having those things happen anyway.
Maybe one reason why I'm on this planet is to also make up for my male family member's or ancestor's past wrongdoings. If I have to pay for those damages despite having been a good kid in the past, well...I accept it. —Empress Cynthia
